the fandom librarian

I'm in the same boat as you on thinking about footie_bang but probably not doing valentinesplay. mostly because I would feel terrible for the poor person who would get my prompt. I fully acknowledge that I am rather ~difficult~ to match in terms of football tastes. XD

I'm considering extending my cornerflag fic; I actually have down somewhere a massive list of prompts for Pia (lady!Philipp), ranging from extremely gratuitous kinky times to srs bznz marching in gay pride parades while stealth after retirement. At the same time, I fear that if I write nothing but Pia, she'll become an ingrained part of my headcanon for Philipp, and that, uh, just can't be healthy if I want to keep writing fanfic that people other than me will read. XD Besides of which, my own feelings about crossdressing keep becoming increasingly complicated for various real life Reasons, which doesn't help.

And well, I probably should start branching out, writing my other clubs. (I don't know if I could write 3k of Didier Drogba moping about various sexy Portuguese managers, but damned if I won't try; likewise, my sweet American/Red Bull baby Juan Agudelo needs an outlet for all of his hero worship, and pedo!New Yorker Wannabe!Titi Henry would be really freaing fun to write.) On the other hand, I've just barely started writing again, so the idea of going out of my comfort zone already is scary!

AAAAAAAH DECISIONS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH

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