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title: day winding like dreams
fandom: football rpf
pairing: Andres Iniesta and Victor Valdes gen (implied Andres Iniesta/Pep Guardiola)
rating: G
word count: 1700
summary: The flight back to Madrid from South Africa
notes: thank you, thank you, thank you to
vlieger for betaing this and reassuring me it was not crap! originally written for
cornerflag. (there are more notes at the end.)
Andrés sat beside Victor on the plane both coming and going. On the way to Africa he managed to doze off, awkwardly contorted in his seat (no matter how expensive the plane, it was still miserably uncomfortable to sleep on a ten-hour flight) as he listened to the steady sound of Victor inhaling and exhaling a foot away. Going home, though - going to Madrid, anyway, and he could go home properly soon enough after that; he didn't mean to be ungrateful for his country's affection - Andrés found that he was almost too tired to sleep. Everything seemed too loud, although nobody was even talking much since they had had to sit and fasten their seatbelts; he couldn't get comfortable no matter how he fidgeted, and now that the adrenaline and excitement were wearing off, the bruises and scrapes from being tackled what had felt like a thousand times were beginning to ache. Andrés spared a brief thought for Fernando and Xabi a few seats back, but they were both so loopy on painkillers that they probably wouldn't have understood it if he had gone over to offer his sympathies. He hadn't taken the pills the team doctor had offered, because he'd wanted to be able to think, but he wasn't sure now that it had been the right choice.
Victor shifted, and Andrés opened his eyes. "You should get some rest," Victor said. His hand on Andrés' shoulder was a warm anchor to reality, but at least it was a pleasant one, unlike the way his shins were starting to really hurt. "It's going to be a long day once we get to Madrid."
"I," Andrés began, and stopped when a loud burst of sound abruptly made clear to all of the passengers on their plane, to varying degrees of amusement or annoyance, that somebody had let Pepe get his hands on a portable stereo. David was laughing loudly as he stumbled along behind Pepe, and Andrés would not have put any money against Sergio jumping up to join them soon. Iker was off with Sara back in economy class, and it certainly wasn't like Jesús Navas was going to be able to restrain him. "Well, nobody is going to get any rest now," he said wryly.
Victor shook his head, smiling. "You know, I think I'm glad Pepe's in England most of the year."
"You know you'd miss seeing him," Andrés teased, suddenly and deeply happy that he had Victor here with him this time. The Euros had been amazing but it felt strange to be on a team without him.
"Yes, but a few times a year is enough. More than enough." Victor laughed and dug around in his pockets, eventually coming up with a pair of earplugs. "Xavi told me it might get loud on the plane. I thought you were going to warn me about all the dangers of the national team, Andresito."
Andrés made a face at him. Xavi was allowed to call him that - he was Xavi, and anyway it wasn't like a diminutive could ever really sting coming from him - but Victor had only ever been his friend, never his idol. "Oh, shut up."
"You should be nice to me, or else I won't give you my earplugs," Victor said. He was grinning, though; he was always telling Andrés to stand up for himself more.
"Oh - no, you should use them. I won't be able to sleep anyway." Pepe, David and Sergio had gotten Xavi to join them, but then they'd all gone off, music blaring, to economy class. Presumably they would be busy harassing Iker and the poor journalists for a while, and at least the sound was a little muffled.
"Only one of us played for a hundred and twenty minutes against a bunch of homicidal Dutchman, and it wasn't me. I really think you should try to rest." Andrés didn't say anything, and Victor sighed. "Well, all right, but tell me if you change your mind. I'm not tired."
"Are you sure?" Andrés smirked a little. "I thought it was going to be a long day once we get to Madrid."
"You're a cheeky brat," Victor said fondly, and ran his hand over Andrés' scalp in a gesture that would have been described as ruffling his hair, if Andrés had had enough hair to ruffle. "See if I give you Pep's message now."
Andrés, who had been gingerly starting to relax back into his seat, jerked forward. "You talked to Pep?" he asked sharply.
"Hey, settle down," Victor said, startled. He put his arm across Andrés' chest and pushed him back down. "He called while you were talking with the press, that's all. I told him you'd want to talk to him, but he didn't want to bother you when you had so many people trying to get your attention."
"What did he say?" Andrés demanded. His fingers dug into Victor's bicep.
"Ow! Stop that, you're being ridiculous. He said he was really proud of you and he was looking forward to the start of the season so he could see you in Barcelona." Andrés let go of his arm and sat back as the tense muscles in his shoulders slowly unwound. "You're being ridiculous," Victor repeated softly. "You know he's always proud of you."
"Oh," Andrés said. "Well. Good." His cheeks felt hot; he turned his face towards the window in a pointless attempt to hide his flush from Victor. Victor let him pretend, though, and he was quiet for so long that in spite of everything - his aching bruises, the still-audible sounds of Pepe and his cohort on the rampage, and the sunlight streaming in through the window - Andrés must have fallen asleep.
The next thing he was hazily aware of was Victor tucking a blanket around him. He blinked and started to say something, but Victor shook his head and held a finger to his lips. "Shh," he murmured. "Cesc is sleeping."
Andrés frowned and followed the direction of Victor's gaze, climbing up on his knees to look at the row of seats behind them. Cesc and Piqué were asleep, all right. "Should he be holding that?" he whispered, a little scandalized by Cesc's loose grip on their trophy - their trophy, and how wonderful was it even to think that - like a child's on a favorite stuffed toy.
"It isn't hurting anything," Victor said, amused, as Andrés dropped back into his seat. "Why not? Anyway, we didn't want to disturb him. He and Geri were up all night; he needs the sleep."
Andrés bit his lip on the comment he wanted to make. They'd all seen the writing on the wall, even if Xavi and Puyi and especially Geri didn't want to admit it, and Geri was going to be more than a little heartbroken when he had to face up to the fact that all the wishing in the world wasn't going to get Cesc to Camp Nou next season. "Well, they're still young," he said at last. "I think they'll be all right."
"And you're an old man at twenty-six," Victor snorted, though he was still careful to keep his voice down. "Go back to sleep, Ilusionista," he added, shoving a pillow in Andrés' face. "I'll wake you up when there's food."
Andrés tucked the pillow between his head and the wall and the blanket over his legs, and curled up as much as he could. He was still groggy from his interrupted nap, and he thought he could probably fall asleep again without too much trouble. Through his half-closed eyes, he saw Victor settle back, still watchful, into his seat, like a wall between Andrés and the rest of the world. But of course Victor was a goalkeeper, and that was what he did, Andrés thought, and closed his eyes the rest of the way.
Notes:
1. Spain won the 2010 FIFA World Cup in South Africa, defeating the Netherlands 1-0. It was an extremely violent final, with a record 14 yellow cards handed out by the referee. Andrés Iniesta scored the title-winning goal in extra time.
2. Andrés Iniesta and Victor Valdes did indeed sit together on the flight both to and from South Africa.
3. In fact, almost all information about the flight is true to the best of my knowledge. Xabi Alonso and Fernando Torres sat together at the back of the first-class cabin and looked distinctly out-of-it (although that may have been from all the beer they were drinking) and were both hurt during the final (Fernando injured his groin and Xabi got kicked in the chest). Iker Casillas went to sit with his journalist girlfriend, Sara Carbonero, during the flight, and Pepe Reina, David Villa, Sergio Ramos and Xavi went to the back of the plane to "serenade" them, complete with iPod and portable speakers. And Cesc and Pique sat together right behind Victor and Andrés, and at some point Cesc was photographed sleeping with the World Cup trophy in his arms.
4. 2010 was Victor Valdes' debut with the Spanish national team. His Barcelona teammates looked out for him and helped him settle into the team, especially Andrés, whom Victor had looked out for in similar fashion when Andrés broke into the first team at Barcelona.
5. Xavi calls Andrés "Andresito", or "little Andrés". It's a somewhat ironic sobriquet coming from Xavi, who at 5'7'' is just as short as Andrés.
6. Pep Guardiola is Andrés and Victor's coach at Barcelona. Andrés idolized him as a child, and from the first time Pep saw Andrés play when he was 14, Pep was extremely impressed by and supportive of Andrés. Andrés' teammates at Barca in general, Victor included, have been very protective of Andrés, who is extremely shy and used to get overlooked in the media.
7. The dramatic saga of Cesc Fabregas' will-he-won't-he transfer from Arsenal to Barcelona (he didn't) has been much reported in the media. Xavi, Puyol, David Villa, Andrés (most reasonable of the bunch) and Pep have all been vocal in their desire to have Cesc at Barcelona.
8. El Ilusionista is one of Andrés' nicknames in the Spanish media. It means "The Magician", but also "The Dreamer".
9. The title and cut-text are taken from the song "Go Places" by The New Pornographers.
fandom: football rpf
pairing: Andres Iniesta and Victor Valdes gen (implied Andres Iniesta/Pep Guardiola)
rating: G
word count: 1700
summary: The flight back to Madrid from South Africa
notes: thank you, thank you, thank you to
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Andrés sat beside Victor on the plane both coming and going. On the way to Africa he managed to doze off, awkwardly contorted in his seat (no matter how expensive the plane, it was still miserably uncomfortable to sleep on a ten-hour flight) as he listened to the steady sound of Victor inhaling and exhaling a foot away. Going home, though - going to Madrid, anyway, and he could go home properly soon enough after that; he didn't mean to be ungrateful for his country's affection - Andrés found that he was almost too tired to sleep. Everything seemed too loud, although nobody was even talking much since they had had to sit and fasten their seatbelts; he couldn't get comfortable no matter how he fidgeted, and now that the adrenaline and excitement were wearing off, the bruises and scrapes from being tackled what had felt like a thousand times were beginning to ache. Andrés spared a brief thought for Fernando and Xabi a few seats back, but they were both so loopy on painkillers that they probably wouldn't have understood it if he had gone over to offer his sympathies. He hadn't taken the pills the team doctor had offered, because he'd wanted to be able to think, but he wasn't sure now that it had been the right choice.
Victor shifted, and Andrés opened his eyes. "You should get some rest," Victor said. His hand on Andrés' shoulder was a warm anchor to reality, but at least it was a pleasant one, unlike the way his shins were starting to really hurt. "It's going to be a long day once we get to Madrid."
"I," Andrés began, and stopped when a loud burst of sound abruptly made clear to all of the passengers on their plane, to varying degrees of amusement or annoyance, that somebody had let Pepe get his hands on a portable stereo. David was laughing loudly as he stumbled along behind Pepe, and Andrés would not have put any money against Sergio jumping up to join them soon. Iker was off with Sara back in economy class, and it certainly wasn't like Jesús Navas was going to be able to restrain him. "Well, nobody is going to get any rest now," he said wryly.
Victor shook his head, smiling. "You know, I think I'm glad Pepe's in England most of the year."
"You know you'd miss seeing him," Andrés teased, suddenly and deeply happy that he had Victor here with him this time. The Euros had been amazing but it felt strange to be on a team without him.
"Yes, but a few times a year is enough. More than enough." Victor laughed and dug around in his pockets, eventually coming up with a pair of earplugs. "Xavi told me it might get loud on the plane. I thought you were going to warn me about all the dangers of the national team, Andresito."
Andrés made a face at him. Xavi was allowed to call him that - he was Xavi, and anyway it wasn't like a diminutive could ever really sting coming from him - but Victor had only ever been his friend, never his idol. "Oh, shut up."
"You should be nice to me, or else I won't give you my earplugs," Victor said. He was grinning, though; he was always telling Andrés to stand up for himself more.
"Oh - no, you should use them. I won't be able to sleep anyway." Pepe, David and Sergio had gotten Xavi to join them, but then they'd all gone off, music blaring, to economy class. Presumably they would be busy harassing Iker and the poor journalists for a while, and at least the sound was a little muffled.
"Only one of us played for a hundred and twenty minutes against a bunch of homicidal Dutchman, and it wasn't me. I really think you should try to rest." Andrés didn't say anything, and Victor sighed. "Well, all right, but tell me if you change your mind. I'm not tired."
"Are you sure?" Andrés smirked a little. "I thought it was going to be a long day once we get to Madrid."
"You're a cheeky brat," Victor said fondly, and ran his hand over Andrés' scalp in a gesture that would have been described as ruffling his hair, if Andrés had had enough hair to ruffle. "See if I give you Pep's message now."
Andrés, who had been gingerly starting to relax back into his seat, jerked forward. "You talked to Pep?" he asked sharply.
"Hey, settle down," Victor said, startled. He put his arm across Andrés' chest and pushed him back down. "He called while you were talking with the press, that's all. I told him you'd want to talk to him, but he didn't want to bother you when you had so many people trying to get your attention."
"What did he say?" Andrés demanded. His fingers dug into Victor's bicep.
"Ow! Stop that, you're being ridiculous. He said he was really proud of you and he was looking forward to the start of the season so he could see you in Barcelona." Andrés let go of his arm and sat back as the tense muscles in his shoulders slowly unwound. "You're being ridiculous," Victor repeated softly. "You know he's always proud of you."
"Oh," Andrés said. "Well. Good." His cheeks felt hot; he turned his face towards the window in a pointless attempt to hide his flush from Victor. Victor let him pretend, though, and he was quiet for so long that in spite of everything - his aching bruises, the still-audible sounds of Pepe and his cohort on the rampage, and the sunlight streaming in through the window - Andrés must have fallen asleep.
The next thing he was hazily aware of was Victor tucking a blanket around him. He blinked and started to say something, but Victor shook his head and held a finger to his lips. "Shh," he murmured. "Cesc is sleeping."
Andrés frowned and followed the direction of Victor's gaze, climbing up on his knees to look at the row of seats behind them. Cesc and Piqué were asleep, all right. "Should he be holding that?" he whispered, a little scandalized by Cesc's loose grip on their trophy - their trophy, and how wonderful was it even to think that - like a child's on a favorite stuffed toy.
"It isn't hurting anything," Victor said, amused, as Andrés dropped back into his seat. "Why not? Anyway, we didn't want to disturb him. He and Geri were up all night; he needs the sleep."
Andrés bit his lip on the comment he wanted to make. They'd all seen the writing on the wall, even if Xavi and Puyi and especially Geri didn't want to admit it, and Geri was going to be more than a little heartbroken when he had to face up to the fact that all the wishing in the world wasn't going to get Cesc to Camp Nou next season. "Well, they're still young," he said at last. "I think they'll be all right."
"And you're an old man at twenty-six," Victor snorted, though he was still careful to keep his voice down. "Go back to sleep, Ilusionista," he added, shoving a pillow in Andrés' face. "I'll wake you up when there's food."
Andrés tucked the pillow between his head and the wall and the blanket over his legs, and curled up as much as he could. He was still groggy from his interrupted nap, and he thought he could probably fall asleep again without too much trouble. Through his half-closed eyes, he saw Victor settle back, still watchful, into his seat, like a wall between Andrés and the rest of the world. But of course Victor was a goalkeeper, and that was what he did, Andrés thought, and closed his eyes the rest of the way.
Notes:
1. Spain won the 2010 FIFA World Cup in South Africa, defeating the Netherlands 1-0. It was an extremely violent final, with a record 14 yellow cards handed out by the referee. Andrés Iniesta scored the title-winning goal in extra time.
2. Andrés Iniesta and Victor Valdes did indeed sit together on the flight both to and from South Africa.
3. In fact, almost all information about the flight is true to the best of my knowledge. Xabi Alonso and Fernando Torres sat together at the back of the first-class cabin and looked distinctly out-of-it (although that may have been from all the beer they were drinking) and were both hurt during the final (Fernando injured his groin and Xabi got kicked in the chest). Iker Casillas went to sit with his journalist girlfriend, Sara Carbonero, during the flight, and Pepe Reina, David Villa, Sergio Ramos and Xavi went to the back of the plane to "serenade" them, complete with iPod and portable speakers. And Cesc and Pique sat together right behind Victor and Andrés, and at some point Cesc was photographed sleeping with the World Cup trophy in his arms.
4. 2010 was Victor Valdes' debut with the Spanish national team. His Barcelona teammates looked out for him and helped him settle into the team, especially Andrés, whom Victor had looked out for in similar fashion when Andrés broke into the first team at Barcelona.
5. Xavi calls Andrés "Andresito", or "little Andrés". It's a somewhat ironic sobriquet coming from Xavi, who at 5'7'' is just as short as Andrés.
6. Pep Guardiola is Andrés and Victor's coach at Barcelona. Andrés idolized him as a child, and from the first time Pep saw Andrés play when he was 14, Pep was extremely impressed by and supportive of Andrés. Andrés' teammates at Barca in general, Victor included, have been very protective of Andrés, who is extremely shy and used to get overlooked in the media.
7. The dramatic saga of Cesc Fabregas' will-he-won't-he transfer from Arsenal to Barcelona (he didn't) has been much reported in the media. Xavi, Puyol, David Villa, Andrés (most reasonable of the bunch) and Pep have all been vocal in their desire to have Cesc at Barcelona.
8. El Ilusionista is one of Andrés' nicknames in the Spanish media. It means "The Magician", but also "The Dreamer".
9. The title and cut-text are taken from the song "Go Places" by The New Pornographers.
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Date: 2010-12-06 05:13 am (UTC)Awww. That is a) a little heartbreaking in itself, b) classic Iniesta understatement.
I have a hard time shipping Iniesta with ANYONE (and also a really hard time shipping Pep with ANYONE, sorrynomybraincan'thandleit), so I was a little nervous about clicking on this fic, but it was a nice quiet character interlude :-) So much of life is about private moments like these.
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Date: 2010-12-06 12:47 pm (UTC)I'm glad you enjoyed! :)
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Date: 2011-02-17 12:42 am (UTC)oh my god. pep guardiola, step aside. victor and andres are mfeo. OH MY GOD I LOVED THEIR STUPID LITTLE BANTER SO MUCH
I SHIP! I SHIP!
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Date: 2011-02-17 12:55 am (UTC)would just like to point out that I was friend-shipping them back in, like, July. because I always find the good stuff. canon has been very good to me. :D
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Date: 2011-02-17 12:57 am (UTC)i am way past that now
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Date: 2011-02-17 01:02 am (UTC)oops?
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Date: 2011-02-17 01:47 am (UTC)AND YOU'VE GOT IT ALL BACKWARDS, MY FRIEND. I DON'T DO ANYTHING CONVENTIONALLY HERE.
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Date: 2011-02-17 02:20 am (UTC)It's Villa/Silva where they're already in an established relationship and Villa's kind of worried because the WC was so great, and being together at Valencia for years was so great, and now because of Valencia debts, they're going to be in different countries, and Villa knows that Silva's it for him, but Silva's going to be in England, with all new people, and maybe he's not it for Silva. And so Silva's like, hey, no, you're it for me, there's no other person for me. And so Villa just says, "I think you're a tremendous footballer," which through the years has basically become their code for "I love you" because Villa was an emotionally stunted dickhead when they first got together and wouldn't express his interest/like/love any other way.
and so there's the usual relationship strain, blah blah blah, they see each other over long weekends and nt call ups, and anyways, in some post-Barca match interview or another, a journalist ask Villa how it feels to play with Messi and Villa doesn't know what to say, because Messi is the best football player in the world, and he's sharing a pitch with Villa, saying all this wonderful stuff about Villa, and so Villa just says the first thing that comes to his mind, "I think he's a tremendous footballer, and I'm lucky to share a crest with him."
and then he doesn't hear from silva for a while and he thinks that it's gotta be bc silva's real busy and stuff. and then this:
Silva calls him a few days later and wakes him up in the middle of the night. There’s only an hour’s time difference between Manchester and Barcelona, and Silva’s never called this late before, so Villa’s mind races with what ifs.
“Silva?” he says when he picks up, and his voice is rough, thick with sleep. “Are you okay?”
“Yeah, I’m fine,” Silva says, but he doesn’t sound fine at all. “I’ve just been thinking—”
“Fuck, Silva, it’s two in the morning,” Villa says.
“—and I don’t mind if there’s other people.”
And Villa—Villa stops at that one. Silva doesn’t mind if there are other people. Well, there are no other people. Villa doesn’t want other people; he just wants Silva.
“What do you mean?” he asks.
“I mean, why kill ourselves over something if it’s not working out?” Silva asks. His voice is low, steady, and Villa is anything but calm. “It’s okay if we’re not it for each other. It’s alright.”
“It not alright,” he says.
“If you’re happy, and if I’m happy—that’s really all that matters,” Silva says. “You’ll always be my best friend.”
“It’s not fucking—it’s not alright,” Villa tries to protest again, but he’s so floored, so taken by surprise—he didn’t see this coming, he thought things were fine between them—that the protest sounds halfhearted to his own hears. It’s not halfhearted; Villa’s never meant anything more in his life.
“Hey, it’ll be fine. Really,” Silva says. “Trust me on this one, Guaje.”
And Villa wants to, he really wants to, but he just… can’t. He hangs up the phone and stares at the ceiling. He has practice tomorrow.
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Date: 2011-02-17 04:05 am (UTC);_; forever. (but it's lovely, I can't wait for it to be finished!)
(also lol at the likelihood of anybody finding this post anyway. if they do they'll get a treat!)
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Date: 2011-09-06 02:27 am (UTC)(goes off to read your other fics)
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Date: 2011-09-06 11:30 pm (UTC)but seriously, thank you very much - for going out and reading all this, and especially for all your lovely comments. I can't tell you how wonderful it felt to check my email this morning and read them all. I hope I'll see you around the fandom more often!
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Date: 2011-09-07 01:39 am (UTC)Sorry for the length.
Do you mind if I add you to my flist? None only do I need more football fans on my flist, but your fics are all kinds of lovely and I don't want to miss any new fics ;)
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Date: 2011-09-07 01:40 am (UTC)*sigh* I've only been in school for two days and already it's eaten my brain. Sorry.
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Date: 2011-09-07 12:13 pm (UTC)and you don't need to ask before friending, but it was very nice of you to come and talk to me! welcome to footie fandom. :)
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Date: 2011-09-07 02:57 pm (UTC)(Lol, not too new to your posts tho. I left a comment on your fic rec post a few weeks back but had to delete that journal and by the time I created this one, the aforementioned re-falling in love happened and I decided to check out your fics rather than just your rec post - you probably didn't need this much info, sorry)
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