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[meretricula]

all right, folks. due to excessive and completely unnecessary spillover of lj drama into real life, the_card_floozy is getting locked. I'm not messing with the posts that are there already, but if and when i ever update again, it'll be friends-only. comment here or on the_card_floozy to be friended, but trust me, my real life ain't that interesting.

I'm not locking this journal. freedom of speech and the right to say whatever the hell i want, even if it offends the crap out of the fundamentalists and various classmates. i'm going to renew my efforts to keep my real life out of this one, and i may not be posting again for a while, since i don't want nosy administrators reading my writing. if you comment for whatever reason, try to remember that on this lj, I'm not "Veronica" or "Vee." I'm Belladonna, or Bella for short. It'll make it easier for me to keep my various identities straight, not to mention remind me to keep my rl persona from affecting my online personality.

i hate doing this. i am the living embodiment of why i never wanted a livejournal in the first place. but i am not friendslocking my fic journal, and i am not deleting it. the fuckers are not going to win.

...

ahahahahaha, that was way too much drama. okay, i feel better now. love you, guys. ~hugs and snuggles to all~

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[julia-dreamer.livejournal.com]

aww, poor bella-bella *snuggles*

[meretricula.livejournal.com]

~snuggles back~ sankyuuuuuu~

[oh-sarah28.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Beat the system, that's my girl.

[meretricula.livejournal.com]

I try. =)

[oh-sarah28.livejournal.com]

Honestly, this whole thing is such foolishness. Yeah, we all want to go running to the guidance office every time we find out that there's one more person who doesn't like us, but that's life.

I can't wait until [person] goes out into the real world and finds that sometimes you just have to suck it up and stay within one circle of friends.

[meretricula.livejournal.com]

~sighs~ c'est la vie. to rephrase what you said, only in fewer words and more French.

[(Anonymous)]

bella,

well I hope you're not offended by anything i did. I have gotten over the post and all the other stupid stuff done to me in the past. I hope everything goes well for you. If anyone should deserve to be valedictorian, it's you.

no one should have their voices unheard. If you feel strongly about something, do feel free to say it or tell someone. As long as what you are doing are justified and not TOO offensive, nothing should seal your freedom of expression.

much love and sincere sorries,
Zi Xiu

[meretricula.livejournal.com]

hey, s'ok. i was just a bit... er, disturbed, at the thought of people irked with ME reading my ALIAS's journal.

[nefyr.livejournal.com]

*pokepokehughug*

[meretricula.livejournal.com]

~giggles~

[nansuo.livejournal.com]

phenylalanine for the PKU. ♥

[meretricula.livejournal.com]

i totally didn't understand what you just said, but thanks for the sentiment! (I think...)

[kellibus.livejournal.com]

hugs, bella.
and the fuckers won't win. ever.
:)

[meretricula.livejournal.com]

~huggles~ WAH! I miss you! You always make the drama seem even sillier than it is.

[kellibus.livejournal.com]

drama is silly, mia cara. and I miss you too.
I feel Starbucks is in order...:)

[meretricula.livejournal.com]

=) so long as i can find a way to make someone else (~cough~domovoi_13~cough~) get something and let me steal it...

[eala.livejournal.com]

ZOMG DRAMA
*SP4ZZ*
*SP444444444444444444444444ZZ*

[eala.livejournal.com]

BUTTS LOL

[eala.livejournal.com]

Who's spamming your journal now, bitch???

[meretricula.livejournal.com]

you know, i'd noticed that...

[meretricula.livejournal.com]

i know! how awesome is it that I finally have some drama of my own?

[jynx.livejournal.com]

*BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG HUG* Call me if you need to rant, sweetie. I'm up all the time. Just...not during classes ^^ even if you do all then, I'll get back to you the moment I'm out of them. *kiss*

[meretricula.livejournal.com]

oh, no worries, i'm done ranting. =) it's really not a big deal. i don't post to the floozy anyway. ~hugs back~ thank you, though!

[domovoi-13.livejournal.com]

so, do i show up tomorrow or thursday? and look at the icon.

[meretricula.livejournal.com]

tomorrow, tomorrow! w00t for teh Starbucks!

what about the little blue man with knives through his crotch?

[domovoi-13.livejournal.com]

doesn't that make you feel better? :P

[meretricula.livejournal.com]

hmm, now that you mention it... =P

[domovoi-13.livejournal.com]

where should i wait?

[meretricula.livejournal.com]

come to JCL! ~bounces~

[sylvie-the-elf.livejournal.com]

Sorry to hear about the demise of the_card_floozy. Hope everything's blown over and you're much happier and over it and everything...! And that this hasn't reopened old wounds. Oh hell's bells.

...okay, obviously this was just an excuse to tell you again that I love you, my cuddly-wuddly Bella. Mwah!

[meretricula.livejournal.com]

~snuggles~ no, it's actually a pretty funny story if you know the participants and aren't one of them... no, wait, it's still funny. OH THE DRAMA! Love you too!

[sylvie-the-elf.livejournal.com]

What a wonderful attitude! But you're right - theatrics always were amusing and always will be. Particularly yours, since we can always rely on you to carry it off with style and finesse. ;>

[meretricula.livejournal.com]

=P what can I say, I'm just that skilled.

[sylvie-the-elf.livejournal.com]

And oh so very modest. ;>

...but then, why should you be, Harvard girl?

[meretricula.livejournal.com]

ahahahaha, because being an arrogant asshole will get me rejected, that's why. =)

[sylvie-the-elf.livejournal.com]

It might also get you through the whole horrible application process by making you feel confident about yourself and abilities!

[meretricula.livejournal.com]

or that. this is why all us college applicants are so conflicted about everything - nothing is good OR bad, it's both or either or neither and nobody knows!

btw - I have SO MUCH LOVE for your GO icons. i've been meaning to mention it. ~snuggles Crowley~

[sylvie-the-elf.livejournal.com]

The worst thing is the not knowing. Or not, actually... I mean, one of my applications was unsuccessful, so I emailed the uni asking why. The email kind of implied that I was far too thick to apply to their institution... and it wasn't even one of my top choices. And I found out that the unis that rejected me have been basing that on a stupid, crappy mark I got in one stupid, crappy exam I got last year. Which I think is absolutely ridiculous, given we have three exams for English Literature and the other two were fantastic marks. Oy vey. That kind of knocked my confidence. How's it all going for you?

They're brilliant, aren't they! I know you're amazing enough to appreciate them properly - that's why I use 'em. Mind explaining yours to me? Is it referring to POT fandom?

[meretricula.livejournal.com]

~snuggles~ well, they're stupid, then. so there.

I, er... got into Harvard. Whether or not I can afford to go is another matter...

Hah, yes, I made my icon and I have mad snuggles for it. The glasses are Inui's and Tezuka's (how dorky that I can recognize them off their faces) and, well, they're both myopic, so... I figured out how to use the blur tool in Photoshop! I was proud. (your new icon is hysterical as well, btw)

[sylvie-the-elf.livejournal.com]

Congratulations for getting into Harvard! Who cares about money. You will find some rich potions master to fund you. For, er, certain favours, naturally. Or maybe a rich exotic Elf lord of a hidden mountainous realm. Or a perverted New York cop who can barely afford it himself. You get the picture. I have a feeling you'll be very busy, I'm afraid...

Well, aren't you a smarty-pants! (This is kind of redundant given the above paragraph, but I'm sure you like being told how smart you are.) It's very sweet that you're so dedicated to your boys' eyewear. If, um, slightly creepy. Mwah!

[meretricula.livejournal.com]

=) Have you figured out where you're headed yourself? Last I heard there were a few choices up in the air, I think.

~snerks~ we glasses-wearing types need to stick together. Totally. It is not my secret fetish AT ALL.

[sylvie-the-elf.livejournal.com]

Still not entirely positive. Either lovely Cardiff, which has lots of trees but not precisely the course I want to do, or King's in London, which is lovely, in London, perfect academically but horrifically expensive. We shall see... Here we have to designate a first and second choice - do you guys have to do something similar?

SOLIDARITY OF SPECTACLES-SPORTERS! Even though they're embarrassing - fifteen minutes of Film Studies was spent recently groping around on the floor for one of the screws in my glasses with the sexy boy who sits next to me. Oh, who am I kidding. Glasses are the best, not least of all for that.

[meretricula.livejournal.com]

heh. sounds like my dilemma, too... no, in the US we just apply to a zillion schools and pick and choose from acceptance letters.

=) Sexy boys in spectacles are sexiest of all.

[sylvie-the-elf.livejournal.com]

I am such a stupid arse. I always reply to comments at college, but since I can't access LiveJournal I save them as drafts and copy and paste when I get home. Only because I assumed I'd replied because I'd typed out the replies (if that makes any sense at all), I didn't post them until I saw the Gmail drafts this morning. Gah. Stupid arse Sylvie. I'm really sorry. I feel horrible because you're wonderful and have posted millions of Elvses recently that I can drool over and fangirl you for.

In the UK we have a stupidly complicated system, which means I'm not positive whether I'm screwed or not - at least not yet. But I won't go into it because a) it's BORING and b) it is seriously misery-inducing. I really hope it's much less stressful for you.

Somebody loves emos!

[meretricula.livejournal.com]

~huggles~ it's okay, no worries! so long as you're okay and not dying in a ditch somewhere. Elves will be done soon! ~victory dance~ then I'll work out whether I should post them somewhere.

~le sigh~ at the moment, my misery is financially induced. sure, accept me, but dammit, give me some money or else I can't go... I hope your stuff works out okay!

ew, emo. nerds are sexy(?) boys in spectacles. emo-kids are just obnoxious.