existential crisis!!!

[meretricula]

seriously, have you ever had a moment like you've suddenly realized you're in the Matrix? good god. I was reading all these really ancient and very detailed wank reports on Cassie Claire's circle back in the day and had the sudden horrific thought... what if I'm a troll too?

...you guys would tell me if I were a troll, right? I know I don't always remember to be nice. and I was kind of a bitch over the fbkink thing. and I say awful things sometimes without really thinking about it. and got told by a Canadian yesterday that I'm embarrassing to be seen with because I swear too much, so it's not even just an online thing.

but if I'm being awful please just tell me, okay? I don't want to be a troll.

fandom is scary sometimes.

(PS: good god cornerflag why must you be so difficult to write.)

Comments

[jynx.livejournal.com]

a - I think Americans in general swear too much. So don't take that to heart. Granted, I mostly hung out with boys when I was a kid, so I KNOW I have a horrible mouth (though I'm trying to turn "fuck" into "frak" to tone the swearing down).

b - Hun, unless you plagiarize and then blow it off and THEN GET FRAKKING PUBLISHED I don't think you're going to get to her levels. Trolls = start flame wars for fun. Everyone has troll moments, but you're not a total troll unless that's all you do.

*HUGS* I think you're good. :)

[mardia.livejournal.com]

Heh, I don't think you're a troll. I think you're not at all worried about sharing your opinions, whatever they might be, but that doesn't necessarily translate to "troll".

[nahco3.livejournal.com]

1. I don't think you're a troll.

2. cornerflag oh god no.

3. (and this is off topic but) acchikocchi and I were talking about your incredibly amazing soul-bonding fic here and um, as you can see if you bother reading all the crazy, I'm thinking about writing a companion piece? so I was wondering if that would, first of all, be ok with you. I would obviously credit your idea, but I don't want to write something based off your ideas unless you're totally ok with it.

and if you are ok with me writing this (or hypothetically writing it, whatever) would you mind giving me some more insight on how you envision soul-bonding working in your 'verse with football, etc? if you don't want to, that's cool, I can just make shit up.

[aramley.livejournal.com]

You're not a troll and you're definitely not embarrassing to be seen with! Although idk how much comfort that is coming from someone who swears as much as I do ;)